42 lines later
I kissed you one last time and felt the rush
The moments came back and I smiled
Your life like body was so soft
I closed your eyes,
I never did like their colour.
Our hands were still locked
The door was still opened
You had just walked through the door
I couldnâ€™t resist,
I had to do it.
We talked about our future
It made me sick
You had the babyâ€™s name picked out already
I hated that thing in your stomach so much,
Nearly as much as you!
Youâ€™ve been drinking again
I smell it on your mouth
You said you were going to stop
You were nicer when you were drunk.
Father will be back soon
His little girl has really done it this time
Do I realise how much of a mess Iâ€™ve made
Ill be sent to bed with no supper,
Do I know how much Iâ€™d hurt my mother?
Well that was my intention
I needed to kill her
Daddy kept his gun in his top draw
It made him feel like a man.
She was trying to replace me
She deserved everything she got
She had messed me up
I was no good anymore,
I needed to get rid of her to end this now
Ill now be the mother
My father will love me more
Ill be his only girl
The pearl ear rings ill be for me
Ill be your little girl for ever,
Youâ€™ll see, youâ€™ll see.